Nyalakan Semangat Diriku


Mentari pagi ini tak bersinar cerah

Berbalik seratus delapan puluh derajat dari diri ini

Semangat diri mulai menyala lagi

Kicau burung mengiringi langkah kaki ini pergi

Asap dan debu mulai mencemari udara pagi

Namun tak mampu mencemari semangat hati

 

Ku kayuh dengan pasti sepedaku

Ku nyanyikan lagu gelora pagi

Ku tantang songsong sinarmu

Ku tantang panasmu dengan panas darahku

Ku tatap wajah dan sinar cerahmu

Ku coba campurkan dalam adonan asaku

 

Misterius sikapmu menyibak keingintauanku

Malu- malu senyumu menginspirasi imajinasiku

Segarnya udara menumbuhkan bunga spiritku

Dinginya air mengalir dalam relungku

 

Terimakasih Tuhanku

Terimakasih atas karuniaMu

atas hidayah dan ilhamMu

Kau tlah nyalakan sinar semangatku

Kau tlah kirimkan malaikatMu  🙂

 

 

 

Usai Sudah


Angin berhembus dengan egonya
Dedaunan berguguran karena sedihnya
Debu- debu berlariaan kian kemari tanpa aral pasti
Awan hitam menutup birunya langit pagi itu

Air mata ini mengalir dengan derasnya
Sakit dan hancur hati ini dipukulnya
Lidah ini kelu tak mampu berkata
Kaki terasa lemas tak berdaya
Bara semangat padam karna air duka

Cukup sudah perhatian itu hilang darimu
Cukup sudah canda dan tangis itu pudar
Tiada lagi suara dan seruan itu menyapa
Tiada lagi sandaran untuk mereda lelah
Usai sudah air nasihat itu engakau tuangkan
Usai sudah bahagia dan derita engaku lepaskan

Namun semangatmu selalu membangun kembali puing hati ini
Tiada pernah ku lupa pesanmu kala itu
Tiada ku lupa semua nasihatmu kala itu
Engkaulah segalanya bagiku
Engkaulah…… engkaulah…. dan engkaulah
Yang telah sabar mendidik diri ini
Mengajari cara hidup dan bagaimana hidup
Sampai diri sebesar dan setahu ini
Meski kau tiada disini
Ku yakin engkau tetap membimbingku

Terpisah jarak dan waktu
Terpisah elemen dan dimensi
Terpisah alam dan dunia
Namun menyatu dalam jiwa
dan selalu ada dalam diri

Hati dan akal belum bisa menyatu
Hati sedih namun akal menyuruh tertawa
Tak sanggup diri ini begini
Tak sanggup berbohong pada diri ini
Oh Tuhan bantulah jiwa ini
Ku yakin ada hidayah di balik ini
Bantulah aku menemukanya Tuhan
Bantulah aku memahaminya

A Letter From Mom And Dad


My Child,

When I grow old, I hope you understand and have patience with me.
In case, i break a plate, or spill soup on the table because I’m losing my eye sight.
I hope you don’t yell at me.
Older people are sensitive , always having self-pity when you yell.
When my hearing gets worse and I can’t hear, what you’re saying.
I hope you don’t call me, “Deaf.”
Please repeat what you said, or write it down.
I’m sorry, my child.
I’m getting older.
When my knees get weaker, I hope you have the patience to help me get up.
Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning to walk.
Please bear with me.
When I keep repeating myself like a broken record,
I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please don’t make fun of me or, get sick of listening to me.
Do you remember when you were little and wanted a balloon?
You repeated yourself over and over, until you got what you wanted.
Please also pardon my smell.
I smell like an old person.
Please don’t force me to shower. My body is weak. Old people get sick easily when they’re cold.
I hope I don’t gross you out.
Do you remember, when you were little?
I used to chase you around because you didn’t want to shower.
I hope you can be patient with me, when I’m always cranky. Its all part of getting old.
You’ll understand when you’re older and if you have spare time, I hope we can talk, even for a few minutes.
I’m always by myself all the time, and have no one to talk to.
I know you’re busy with work.
Even if you’re not interested with my stories, please have time for me.
Do you remember, when you were little?
I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.
When the time comes and I get bedridden, I hope you have the patience to take care of me.
I’m sorry.
If I wet the bed or make a mess
I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
I’m not going to last much longer, anyway when the time of my death comes, “I hope you hold my hand and give me the strength to face death and don’t worry.
When I finally meet our Creator ………………..
I’ll whisper in His ear ………………….. to bless you because you loved your mom and dad.
Thank you so much for your
We love you
With much love

Mom & Dad

I Do Love You too 🙂